Where Have I Been

Hello there...again. I'm back. Please excuse my writing.

Well just now, I shut down the previous blog after more than three months of being dormat. However, that blog is also on my growing consistant-and-then-dormat blog list that happened since July 19, 2012. Thats probably when I don't enjoy blogging that much - especially Blogger, the Google-owned site that powered my blog - because of the pageview status. The pageview status is supposed to tell how many people visited the blog, but instead it also counts links made from other sites especially sites that I don't know of. Links are helpful when it comes to discovery on the internet, however with that links alone, it tells that only a very few people or no one has visited any of my blogs/sites.

Two of which I operated for three months were both launched in each of the last two years respectfully. They started out from consistent to a one short post per day like "Sorry I can't post today" and that's it.  It made me feel like I'm an on-and-off blogger (rather than a blogger) when it comes to popularity. In the past summer, I tried blogging again. Originally I thought I have a plan already that'll get me into making it visualized with pictures and stuff. But it turn out that I'm not into drawing or illustratuon. To make matters worse, once again, I didn't blog that much. Three blogs I launched went nowhere.

Since then, I started to realize that I'm a slacker who tries to break the internet or waits to break the internet, not really care about school or anything, rather than trying to be a good student trying to get good grades. But even that, I slack so much that I even slack through blogging and even writing on my own. Maybe I didn't really about myself either despite that the fact that I'm a good person. It's not just about time, it's because (of web online popularity) I don't have the willpower not only to do well but also to write my own stories or blog about something I want to blog about. I guess my location, in terms of home, is not the greatest environment to be in. But living on my own is something that I have to earn. I cannot just slack, waiting to live alone and start doing my stuff. Slacking will only delay myself. If I slack, then I delay where I want to be.

So as of this writing, I decided to deal with it and be more productive and start trying to do well and try not to think about online popularity or webpage status (and maybe try don't even care about it).  Because doing homework at the last minute will give me pressure and grab me into a race against time with most of them ended up confusing or I didn't do the assignment correctly. Right now I just started to feel like blogging and vlogging (yes, I have a YouTube channel, launched over a year ago. I talk about it) might not only interest me again but also help me to do the homework that I supposed to be doing on an amount of time that I don't want to get slack.

Well now, I'm back at blogging. This time, the name that's been associated with the YouTube channel, thisisthenewmalcolm. This is going to be my third consistent blog year-in-a-row, only this time because of this blog's name, I'm really going to be consistent this time. I'm also going to upload videos on that channel as well, so I'll keep you posted. Originally, I would starting launching this blog on Sunday, November 1st, 2015. But I figured since that day is the day before a regular day of school and the fact that one of my other blogs started on a 30th, I would start launching it right now.

So that's the blog post for today, thanks for reading.